Guard the Wellspring:
What Are You Making Jesus Do With You?
Proverbs 4:23
"Keep your heart with all vigilance, for from it flow the springs of life."
Do you believe it's important to guard your heart (thoughts) above all else; more diligently than you protect your home, your possessions, your health, or anything else in life?
The "heart" here isn’t just emotions. In biblical terms, it represents the core of who you are; your thoughts, desires, will, motives, and inner life. Everything you do; your words, decisions, relationships, and direction, flows from this inner wellspring. It's literally in the blood and it flows throughout your body and feeds your mind. And if that blood is polluted, if the flow is blocked by contamination, there's a strychnine-like effect.
"...Don’t indulge your ego at the expense of your soul. Live an exemplary life in your neighborhood so that your actions will refute their prejudices..."(1 Peter 2:11-12 Message)
A stubborn (or hardened, rebellious) heart resists God’s leading. It becomes self-reliant, deaf to His voice, and closed to His purposes. Instead of flowing with the life-giving waters of God’s truth, it clings to its own way, leading to spiritual stagnation or even backward steps.
Does that mean a Christian isn't free to do what they want?
Listen, the heart is the command center of your life. And you're either engaged in life-giving vitality, or you're just spreading decline. Fleshly passions/lusts actively wage war against the soul. And so, biblical freedom is profoundly different from the world’s idea of "doing whatever I want without consequences."
Freedom is never a license to sin. Using your Christ-given freedom to pollute your heart with what God calls sin isn’t liberty; it’s returning to bondage, grieving the Spirit, and poisoning the springs of life.
And you understand don't you, that everything you do, you do for and with Christ. Everything a Christian does is done in union with Christ. We don’t live as independent agents anymore.
So, what are you making Jesus do with you?
When you indulge a bitter, angry, or lustful thought, you are making Jesus sit with that contamination in the inner sanctuary of your life. When you gossip, or wrongly use scripture to justify your bad behavior, you are making the One who spoke only truth and grace participate in those polluted words that flow from your heart. When you chase selfish ambition, laziness, or ego-driven decisions; you are dragging the holy, pure, crucified-and-risen Christ into partnership with something He died to free you from. Stubborn resistance to Christ's leading because you "want to do this your way" forces our gentle Shepherd to watch (and grieve) as His sheep wanders off into thorns.
Guarding the heart with all vigilance, then, is not just self-discipline for your own benefit. It is an act of love and reverence for the One who now lives in you. You (and your body) belong to Him. And His Spirit is tasked with reminding us about God's love and mercy. The Holy Spirit is not a passive observer. He cannot stand aside as you wonder off because He has sealed your life for Christ (Ephesians 4:30).
"You are not your own, for you were bought with a price." (1 Corinthians 6)
The beautiful part is this, or maybe ironic, is that Jesus isn’t shocked or disgusted by our struggles. He already knows every thought before we think it. And He loves confession.
Psalm 139:1-2, 4
"O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar…Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether."
He perceives our anxious thoughts, our selfish motives, our stubborn resistance, our hidden battles.
Just imagine this; He knew your heart before you were created. He saw every thought you would think.
Yup, even those thoughts!
And yet he still went to the cross for you.
He knew the pollution that would try to clog the springs of your life. He knew the stubborn spirit that would sometimes resist vigilance and want its own way. He knew every time you would grieve the Holy Spirit by dragging Christ into something He died to free you from. And yet, in His love, He chose you anyway.
That’s why confession is something He loves. It’s not a reluctant duty; it’s the relational moment when we agree with what He already knows and step back into the cleansing flow of His grace.
1 John 1:9
"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Prayer:
Lord God,
You have searched me and known me completely. You discern my thoughts from afar, and even before a word is on my tongue, You know it altogether. Now I invite You again, search me, O God, and know my heart!
Examine every hidden corner of my inner life; my thoughts, my desires, my motives, my stubborn places, my anxious fears, and my selfish ambitions. Shine Your holy light into the wellspring from which the springs of my life flow.
Reveal anything that does not honor You. Try me and know my thoughts!
Show me where contamination has crept in; where I have been careless with what I allow to flow through me,
where I have indulged my ego at the expense of my soul.
Lord Jesus,
You knew every one of these struggles before I was even formed in the womb, and still You loved me enough to go to the cross for me. Thank You that You are never shocked or disgusted by my weakness. Thank You that You delight in honest confession and stand ready to cleanse me.
Renew my mind.
Soften any stubbornness.
Cleanse the wellspring so that what flows from my heart brings life instead of death, honor instead of shame, and glory to Your name instead of grief to Your Spirit.
Because I am not my own, I surrender my heart fully to You today. Help me guard it with all vigilance for Your glory.
In the strong and gracious name of Jesus Christ.
Amen.