He Gives Me Everything: A Song of Lifetime Provision
I was young once, and full of fire and questions, always watching the horizon for signs of ruin. Now I am old, and the years have marched across my life like soldiers returning from battle. Yet here is the testimony I carry:
I have never seen the righteous forsaken, nor their children begging bread. (Psalm 37:25)
When the times of drought and misfortune came and the wells cracked open like broken promises,
I lifted my eyes and remembered:
He makes springs pour water into the ravines. He makes grass grow for the cattle and plants for people to cultivate, bringing forth food from the earth.
Every morning the birds still sang outside my window, because all creatures look to You, and You give them their food at the proper time.
When You open Your hand, they are satisfied with good things. (Psalm 104:10–15, 27–28)
So I learned to lift my own empty hands. The eyes of all look to You,
and You open Your hand and satisfy the desires of every living thing. (Psalm 145:15–16)
There were nights when enemies encircled the camp of my heart,
when fear stood at the door demanding entrance.
But You, Lord God, rose like the sun over the ridge—a sun and shield at once—bestowing favor and honor.
No good thing did You withhold
from this stumbling child who longed to walk blamelessly before You.
Blessed is the one who trusts in You. (Psalm 84:11–12)
And in the darkest hour, when strength was only a memory,
I heard the quiet voice of the Shepherd:
"I am your Shepherd; you lack nothing. Lie down now. Here are green pastures I prepared before you even knew you would need them. Here is quiet water for your burning soul. I have walked this path ahead of you and made it safe. Even while your enemies rage, I am spreading a table for you...look, the plates are full. I anoint your head with oil; your cup overflows. My goodness and love are not distant promises; they are hunting dogs running behind you, pursuing you all the days of your life." (Psalm 23)
So I laid my head down that night,
and every night since, knowing the same hand that feeds the sparrow
and waters the wilderness has never once failed to feed me. The righteous are not forsaken. Their children do not beg for bread. The Shepherd’s table is always set. And His open hand never closes to those who look to Him.
And so, I feared the Lord more than I feared the famine, and I learned what the saints have always known, those who fear Him lack nothing.
The young lions may grow weak and hungry, but those who seek the Lord lack no good thing. (Psalm 34:8–10)
I learned from Him the song the trembling earth could not silence:
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging. (Psalm 46:1–3)
You have searched me, Lord, and You know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; You perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; You are familiar with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue, You, Lord, know it completely. Where can I go from Your Spirit? Where can I flee from Your presence? If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast. If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me," the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to You.
For You created my inmost being;
You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. All the days ordained for me were written in Your book before one of them came to be.
(Psalm 139)
"Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation."
(Psalm 91)
You Lord give me everything. I am blessed beyond measure. I rest in Your truth.
Amen.